I feel like lately it has been a struggle to do anything but cope. Even small goals feel overwhelming. I feel like I need to escape. Epsecially this house. If there is a God I feel like he is putting me through some sort of cruel and unusual punishment.
I don’t want to admit that I am maybe dealing with real depression.. but I think at this point I am realizing my down days are more often than my good days and I don’t know how to climb myself out of this hole. I just have to try to keep going.
- Financial Fitness: Bring my grocery spending down. I spend way too much on food. This means less kombucha, and protein bars. I spend at leat $7.00 a day on Kombucha and protein bars. That adds up.
- Study 30 mins each day.
- Run when it is sunny out. ( I am keeping this because it was the only thing I was successful at last week and it makes me feel good )
- Write more
- Set up my fitness plan going into June. ( Surgery is June 13th)